This morning we put Vinny down, my bubla. It was one of the most emotional things i've ever witnessed. my dad cried way more then I even did. watching him die was so hard. I love my bubla. he was such a good doggy. he lived a fucking amazing 13 years, and i will miss him so much. R.I.P Vinny Laven.
I'm feeling pretty good today. tonight, Joanna Newsom!!!
today I had a lenghty conversation with my brother (he's coming back the 20th. thank god) he made a video for school, I pretty much enjoyed it, espically it's his first solo production. So, I decided to put it on my youtube for him. all the animation and music is done by him except for the credit music and some of the art done by a guy named Ross. check it out:
and now for my Bill Baird footage! I filmed his whole set so I took in my opinion the best song and worked with it. I really like the shot. watch the video! and check him out (go to the links in the credits!)
“You are a good person, sometimes a witch, but a good person”
I hear this and don’t really believe. I think everyone gets theirs but what scares me is that I’m completely downing myself because of another, but I can’t help these things, I don’t want to. Dad tells me I should be doing stuff to better myself. I don’t need him to tell me this. Something doesn’t feel right. I’m giving people chances that don’t deserve them, and I’m not taking care of the people who do. I realized the other day I have the two best friends in the world. We’re the only ones who have the balls to stick around, and even though I don’t treat them like it, I would really do anything for them. It's always been like that. That is the better in me, They are the better in me.
we left Saturday morning at around 9ish, and got to Zilker park at around 12ish? It was a beautifullll day! So I entered the park and instantly spent $50, it hurt! but it's ok. I got a BenK shirt and a Shins one too. great great! We head over to the stage where Phoenix is playing and instantly see Andrea! so we went and stood up with her and her brother. blah blah blah, they were cool. so anyhow BenK started when Phoenix ended, oh sheeeit! I had to leave early. so Iram calls me and he had just got to the park, we all meet by the stage BenK is playing at. blah! there were so many people! sucks...so I can't be up close....I deal... so I haul ass up as close as I can get....Amy and Iram don't neceserally love him or anything so that's fine and dandy, they can gander from behind. He is scheduled to play at 2:30 and it's like 2:40..... so finally he comes out and everyone is like "blah! there he is!" and Amy is like "ah! brother just did coke or some shit! his nose is all red!" and i'm like what? he comes up and is like "yeah I had a massive nose bleed bloo blah" whatever so he starts playing and his nose is POURING blood! running all down his hands and clothes and i'm like shit....and people are handing him towels and whatnot so FINALLY after the bleeding gets violent people throw Tampons up! great right?! so he puts one in his nose. and ladey da. he has to take it out because it expanded to much. sucks....he plays the piano and his hands are pure blood...so are the keys, and his guitar has splattered blood stains all over it. wowe. so FINALLY at like 3:15 (he was supposed to finish up at 3:30) he's like...i'm sorry I can't do this anymore and he leaves and yeah...I felt so bad... poor guy, he was so dear. but anyhow......I drank a lot of tea.... then we watched the Shins, they were awesome.
so my mam picks us up at around 5:30ish and we head to the hotel to get ready for Sufjan. wheeee! we got to the paramount theatre at 8:30 about. It is INCREDIBLE inside.....so perfect for Sufjan to play in. so the first group "My Brightest Diamond" started....holy shit.....they were amazing... It was so intense. Then finally Sufjan came on. His orchestra all had wings on and he had huge wings on. It was really neat. They were all incredible of course. I was in a daze. This screen with all kinds of shots pertaining to each song was in the back. It was one of the best shows i've ever been to.
Sunday we went to Waterloo and I spent $50 agian on shit...god damnit! I got a really neat Joanna Newsom shirt and 3 cd's. well anyways I hate posting shit like this but that was that. i'm sure this interested you to the maximum.
I GOT HERMIT CRABS AGIAN THIS WEEKEND! IN MEMORY OF MY NO NAMES.... Galveston was funny, good though.... I am NOT looking forward to tomorow. and this week is proclaimed "get a job" week. somebody wish me luck, PLEASEEEEEEE?!L!@#$@%#$(*@*(%